Whats wrong with me??? I am so frustrated with myself ! I am doing poorly in school. I have NO self confidence in my self and my anxiety is unbearable ! Lately Ive been unable to concentrate and its interfering with my studying and exam taking !!! i seriously feel so ANGERY at my self that i want to harm my self, i want to punish my self!! For some reason i am doing the worst academically this year in high school then any of the other years! i don’t think its because the curriculum is difficult i just think maybe there something wrong with me! Ive been trying different alternatives to try to concentrate but hasn’t worked!! Ive drank coffee, it doesn’t really help, Ive tried sleeping earlier and ive tried studying and honestly when i study it takes me FOREVER to memorize or learn a few things. I am very stressed and its only getting worse. Please is there any one out there that has gone through this??? and please give advise and suggestions. thank you .
P.s. I don’t know if this matters but When I was younger i always struggled in math and till this day i still do and i learned how to read when i was 8 and that’s only after my mother payed thousands of dollars for a tutor !!! in elementary school and up in till the Sixth grade i did horrible in school my grades were in 40s 50s and 60s ( sometimes less!) Then all of a suddenly i was doing well ( I took resource form elementary till middle school) now its like dajavu again!!! Could there be a good explanation as to why i did bad all through elementary school and 6th grade, and now Again! I am seriously getting failing grades in some of my classes .
Is it like an on and off condition of academic failure?
First of all, start loving your self. never ever think of hurting yourself ….
Everything is there in your mind set..
if you think you loose, you loose.
If you think you win , you win….
just study your subjects with interest, don’t worry about grades when you start to study. Believe me when you do some thing with interest the results are quite amazing. Gradually you will find your grades increasing and you will be the best in your class. All the best….
You’re being pretty hard on yourself. Relax, and tell your mother exactly what you just wrote here.
She will help you out with your situation, I guarantee…
Good Luck!
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First of all, start loving your self. never ever think of hurting yourself ….
Everything is there in your mind set..
if you think you loose, you loose.
If you think you win , you win….
just study your subjects with interest, don’t worry about grades when you start to study. Believe me when you do some thing with interest the results are quite amazing. Gradually you will find your grades increasing and you will be the best in your class. All the best….
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First and foremost it is very obvious from your ability to write well and your use of language that you are a very Intelligent person. There are so many possibilities that could explain the reason you are currently struggling, and I have no doubt that this problem will resolve itself once you decide to have confidence in yourself. I wonder if you are making your brain and emotions go into overload from stress. I would suggest that you research some different study methods that will make you feel more organized. I think the best advise I can offer you is to make sure that you make time for fun, time off, just time for you! Maybe this way you can allow yourself to unwind and re-engergize. Best of luck to you, I am sure you have a bright and rewarding future ahead.
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